A Spiritual Man's Eyes

An uplifting and positive look at the world and a place where being a man and being religious are good things. Beware, world! Everything is subject to scrutiny.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

On Defining Gender

OK, here we go again. Hopefully with a little more success.

I had mentioned in a previous post that there were three segments of the population that I thought were very involved in challenging gender roles. Those were the GLBT population, people who choose professions that are traditionally filled by the other gender such as male nurses and female astronauts, and spiritual men. You could make an argument that spiritual men should be included in the gender-traditional category, but I have a lot to say about it so I will keep it separate.

Today I want to talk about GLBT, which is Gay Lesbian, Bisexual and Transexual in case you did not know. And I am probably going to get a little controversial, just to warn you. I also want to make a point of terminology. I ascribe to the idea that "sex" refers to our biological state and "gender" defines our socially defined state.

We have a very interesting history of defining exactly what sex we are. It used to be a simple as looking to see whether the baby had a penis or not. Sort of. We all start the same at the moment of conception and at some point during our development, the embryonic gonad moves us down the path toward one or the other destination. Our phallus either becomes a penis or a clitoris. It does not always work out so perfectly, and there is sometimes some ambiguity. In early times the term "hermaphrodite" was used to describe someone with attributes from both sexes. There is increasing acceptance of the term "intersexual" to describe this.

The reason this is important is because we in the Western world are very happy with nice clean little dichotomies. Our world fits very properly into good/evil, black/white, male/female descriptions. A baby should be either a boy or a girl. The problem is that it is not always so easily defined. Now that we have scientific testing, we can find people that are not XX or XY, but XXY (Klinefelter syndrome) or XO (Turner syndrome). There are other things like Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (CAH) or Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome (AIS) and several other reasons that there is not "normal" development. So for some reason, instead of a dichotomy we seem to have a spectrum with male and female at either end and several conditions in between. Granted, the spectrum may be visualized like a dumbbell, with a great preponderance of cases being at either end and a few cases spread between, but Anne Fausto-Sterling in Sexing the Body estimates 1.7 percent. In a city of 30,000 people, that would mean about 510 people with intersex conditions.

There are a few reasons I want to mention this. One is that this condition sometimes results in arbitrary surgical procedures. Ambiguous genitalia sometimes results in the doctor "assigning" the sex of the baby surgically. I do not want to get into detail here, but it horrifies me to think about it. (Check out http://www.isna.org for more information.) Certainly, this can create gender identity problems.

Another reason is that as I was reading about this, I was wondering what caused this. Is it a "natural" state of things or an aberration? I did some looking on the Internet, and while I will admit I did not do exhaustive research, I did find it interesting that in every instance I found of intersex conditions in animals it had to do with the effects of pollutants in the environment. Anne Fausto-Sterling mentions that "in some populations, the genes involved with intersexuality are very frequent" (p. 53) Basically, lots of research still needs to be done.

The last reason is that I was wondering what this means from a spiritual perspective. The Baha'i writings state that the differences between man and woman are entirely physical, an "exigency of the physical world and hath no connection with the spirit" so when we pass on to whatever awaits us after death, our sex will not matter. So in our ultimate identity, even defining ourselves as man or woman is temporary. This makes sense if we believe that we are created in God's image since God is beyond sex. My understanding is that God and Goddess are two aspects of Deity which makes perfect sense since physical men and women are trying to relate to the Supreme Being.

Whether it is the desire to cross-dress or the desire to undergo gender reassignment, this issue is at the forefront of challenging what it means to be man or woman. Whether it is defined by the clothes we wear or the genitalia we wear. By the hormones and chromosomes we have inside or what is in our hearts. And who is to define it for us?

Anyway, what this means is that there is great difficulty in defining our gender roles, especially when we cannot even easily define our sex roles. For most of us, we fit into male or female pretty easily from a biological point of view. About 98.3 percent of us. When it comes to defining what is "right and proper" between people, that is mostly socially constructed and defined. Can you imagine a show like Will and Grace on television in the 50's, right after Ozzie and Harriet? What we accept changes with time. I am sure there are quite a few countries around the world where Will and Grace would not be a big hit.

Our society places a lot of emphasis on the physical aspect of our relationships. It downplays the importance of emotional and intellectual connection. Heaven forbid it should even consider that there is a spiritual connection. (Pardon the pun.) When we think of gay and lesbian relationship, all we (we the majority?) think about is the sexual aspect. But heterosexuals do not have a monopoly on long-lasting, fulfilling relationships with a divorce rate commonly quoted at 50 percent. So when I hear of gay and lesbian couples that have been together for 30 years, I wonder what they can teach me about making a relationship work.

The most important way that gay and lesbian couples are redefining gender roles is because they have to reconsider things anew without applying gender stereotypes. If Heather has two mommies, who is going to take out the trash and mow the lawn? If Heather has two daddies, who is going to stay home when Heather is sick? Gay and lesbian couples are also subject to domestic violence. (See http://www.avp.org/) And "divorce" depending on their situation.

Another reason it is important is this. Society defines relationships as sexual, and says that sexual relationships between two people of the same gender are wrong. Along comes a couple who love each other, and they say "to heck with what society says, I am still going to LOVE this person." It is not only okay to love someone of the same sex, we are supposed to love everyone. Love is universal, and is our natural state. We have all these hurts and fears and biases and things that get in the way, but we are created to love. Spirit to spirit, soul to soul. As society matures it grows to understand interpersonal relationships better, and the "proper" expression of love. But I appreciate the fact that barriers to honest, spiritual love are being challenged.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

I'm not going to get mad

Okay, I just spent two hours working on a blog post and the stupid thing got eaten by cyberspace. Gone.

I'm not going to get mad. I'm going to chalk it up as divine editing.

I tried.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Checking in and Gender Rebels

Nine days is too long to be away from bloggerland. I'm settling in to a new job and it is really undefined so figuring out how to get up to speed and not have it take all of my time is a challenge. I don't want to neglect my creative writing outlet, especially since I have a magazine article in the works and I will probably explore some of the ideas here.

Something I have been thinking about, especially since a conversation with my best friend, is the idea of gender rebels. He and I are, from different directions. It got me to thinking that there are certainly three, if not more, groups of people who are challenging the definitions of masculinity and femininity and are trying to step outside of rigid gender roles. I think it is a necessary step as our human species matures. In order to truly discover who we are as spiritual beings, we need to challenge those things that limit us. Gender roles are one of those things.

First, let me say that the three leading groups of gender rebels that I see are the GLBT population, people who go into gender-oriented professions such as male teachers and nurses and female drag racers and soldiers and astronauts, and spiritual men. I'm not saying that astronauts should be men, I'm saying that they traditionally were and that the women that aspired to that have had to smash gender stereotypes to fight to be accepted. In future blogs I will be exploring these groups and what they are doing to advance the idea that men and women are equal and that gender should not be as limiting or clearly defined or important as it currently is.

A few books that I highly recommend:

Paradoxes of Gender by Judith Lorber
Sexing the Body by Anne Fausto-Sterling
Real Men or Real Teachers by Paul Sargent

I've gotta run now, heading to NYC for a meeting. But I'll be back and it will be sooner than nine days!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Lost at Sea

Man, it has been an amazing couple of weeks. Come along for the ride.

My wife and I went to visit my family for Thanksgiving. I love Thanksgiving. It has always been one of my favorite holidays. Gatherings of family. Lots of good food. Giving thanks. Football. What more could you ask for in a holiday? I much prefer it to Christmas. Shopping. Gifts. Music. Over-commercialization. Greed. Ringing bells. Hypocrisy. Why is it that people give more to charities at Christmas than any other time of the year? Oh yeah. I forgot guilt.

Don't get me wrong. I love the original reason for Christmas, and dislike the original reason for Thanksgiving. I love celebrating the birth of Christ. That was, like, a major good thing. The earth was blessed by the presence of Christ, and we should be happy about that. I also think we should celebrate the birth of Buddha. And Muhammad. And Krishna, and Moses, and Zoroaster. And of course The Bab and Baha'u'llah, since I am a Baha'i. Any time God sends a messenger to us is a blessed Day.

Thanksgiving on the other hand, doesn't really publicize the fact that Europeans came to the "New World" and would have starved without help from indigenous peoples, then turned around and slaughtered them, betrayed them, herded them onto little forsaken tracts of land that nobody else would want. Until, of course, there was either oil or gold or some other thing found on it.

So if we separated Thanksgiving from the Pilgrim/Indian theme, I'd be fine with that. And if we separated Christmas from the shopping/Santa theme, I'd be fine with that.

Anyway, Thanksgiving was wonderful with my mother and sister and nieces. We had good food. I installed a programmable thermostat for my mom. We watched Shrek 2. Great day! Then we came home for a couple of Baha'i events. Friday was a Baha'i Holy Day, the Day of the Covenant. That is where we celebrate the fact that God sent us Baha'u'llah, who made a covenant with us that outlined the exact succession to his son 'Abdu'l-Baha. This is the first time the succession of a religion has been so explicit, and the purpose is to prevent schism since the Baha'i Faith is all about unity. That is a good thing to celebrate and give thanks for.

Later that evening we went to a Baha'i study circle. It is like a Bible Study, I guess you could say. We are studying a book called Reflections on the Life of the Spirit, and you don't have to be a Baha'i to learn about and discuss that. Well, one person at that study circle decided that they wanted to become a Baha'i. Another thing to give thanks for.

Saturday was a day for my wife and I to spent together. We played some pool, went to one of her favorite restaurants, and had a nice date. More to give thanks for.

Sunday I had a job interview. And was hired on the spot. More to give thanks for, after 11 months of unemployment.

Now I've started working, and getting into the job is a very busy time. So all these things have kept me too busy to journey here to blogland. I wanted to say hello, that I hadn't given up, and that I'd be back soon with reflections on how difficult being a spiritual man is. For those that say men have everything, stay tuned.